Saturday, January 2, 2010

I just couldn't resist

So in case you haven't been paying attention, here's what happened.
After my first post on here, I completely stopped blogging.
About 4 months went by, the new year hit, and I decided to re-try blogging.
That blog is under
However, I am posting on this blog because, well, I can. I'm greedy, I like having two blogs. One for the important stuff, and one for the bullcrap that I forget about the first time and don't go back for.
This is the latter.
Today's Thing I Forgot (T.I.F.) is about my love life.
Have you ever loved someone who didn't love you, but lied and said they did to keep the peace, and you knew they were lying, but you loved them too much to call them out? And then when your relationship imploded and you came flying out of there, all ragged and scorched from the blast, and decided to go your separate ways, did you realize that maybe you didn't love them anymore, but kept saying that you did, because you're afraid that the second you stop loving that person, they will love you? So then your life is this jumbled maze of hurt and anger?
That happened to me.
Let me give you a piece of advice. If you are in this situation......Let.Them.Go.
For real. It's a lot more dramatic and beautiful if you drop it now. It will probably save you the pain of having to be friends with that person afterwards....which you may think you want, but you don't. Because once you get to a certain depth of feeling, you can't let them go, no matter how much you distrust and or dislike them.
It's really tacky.
Just wanted to put that out there
***Karma Kay***

Thursday, August 13, 2009

"Like gravity, karma is so basic we often don't even notice it."

So. I'm officially a blogger.
My name is Kamara, but you may as well call me Karma, Karma Kay if you wanna get fancy.
I guess that this first blog should be about me, and my reasons for being here and such. But we all know from living life that Karma never needs a reason to pop up somewhere, so why do I?

I have been suckered into this by my darling chum Ren who thinks that my commentary on life & love & people in general oughta be documented for the world to see. Unable to I am. Documenting away.

I am a firm believer in Karma.

I think that if you feel the need to pour nonsense into someone's life, you oughta get some nonsense back.

And I'm here to deliver that nonsense.

Since, I'm your typical young'n in this day and age there will be of course be stuff about my life. But trust && believe that someone, somewhere will be getting theirs.
I'm aware that I should write more; maybe give the heads up on me, talk about a few people, elaborate on my diabolical schemes. Buts its 2:30, I'm tired, and tapped for today. There was a particular bounty of ridiculocity (I know it's not a word, nigga) today, so I'm drained. So. More to come later.